DOPE COUTURE

So because of my job as a stylist, I'm on the internet 24/7..looking for exciting new stuff to use during my shoots. I love fashion, and especially the variety of it. I love pieces with an edge. So recently I discovered this brand online, I've seen em around before, but it was not up until yesterday that I took the time to figure out who they were, and where I could find them.

So the first brand I would like to show you guys, is DOPE COUTURE. This is a Los Angeles based brand.  What I like about them, is that their values are in the right place. They acknowledge the fact that family and friends are the most important thing in life. They believe that luxury is a state of mind. It's about being free, and able to express your true self. Because not only the upper class deserves to be on top of the world. Their designs are fresh, and filled with attitude. I fell in love with the 'Dope 4" four finger ring. Im all about the statement BLING. check out these pictures that I found online.

 Check them out on facebook.

 Lots of love.

OYE swimwear

I came across this new swimwear brand created in Istanbul.  It's called 'OYE Swimwear' which stands for Open Your Eyes Swimwear. Well my eyes were definitely OPEN while looking at their lookbook 2013. AMAZING stuff. The designs are elegant, super sexy, and yet flattering at all times. So fresh and bold, I haven't seen this yet. The combination of sheerness and panels of fabric is something thats been around for a while. But this is beachwear on another level.

I think a day at the beach wearing one of these babies, will be the best ever. Feeling confident in a bathing suit is not that common. But the cut on these, is so flattering, the use of lines, and the necklines are just impeccable. So original, and special, but not too much.

You can read more about the founders of OYE swimwear on their website. Plus you can buy your next swimsuit online, get ready for a sexy elegant summer at the beach. They deliver worldwide. But don't forget to save up first, they don't come cheap. Average price for a swimsuit or bikini is a slamming $350. (267,99 euro)

Make sure you check out their facebook page.

Rihanna for River Island - Exclusive shopping event.

So yesterday I went to Amsterdam, to check out the 'Rihanna for River Island' collection. We were invited by PR agency Oona. Actually I got invited by Itza from Made by chickies. She could not make it, so she sent me a message monday evening, asking me if I wanted to go instead. As soon as I heard the name Rihanna, my mind freaked out. Rihanna is someone I look up to in so many ways. I love her, so I was very happy that Itza asked me. The next day we left at 16u in Antwerp. When I got there, there was a VIP bus waiting, with leather seats, and Rihanna advertising on the outside. The girls from Oona did a great job, taking care of us. They catered us with drinks, yummy lunchboxes, and cupcakes. During the drive, we got to watch the DVD of Rihanna's tour, which was a nice addition to our luxury arrangement. Once we got to the store, the music was pumping, food and drinks were being served, models (men dressed in female clothing) were striking their best poses, and a lot of people were shopping for Rihanna goodies. I immediately started scanning the racks, the first thing I picked up was the gorgeous cap. I fell in love with it instantly. I also got a grey basic Tshirt, and a denim cropped top.  I loved the collection. Basic, but with a subtle edge to it. Minimalistic, but with a lot of UMPH. Fierce, sexy, and super feminine. I also bought some ear cuffs, gold and silver, and a cross shaped ring. I will do some outfit posts, wearing the clothes I got. A fun surprise was that we all received a 20% discount. So that wasn't too shabby! 

I met some really nice people. Usually I'm skeptical about meeting new people, especially girls. I don't know why, but in the fashion industry, very often people treat each other like crap. But that was not the case AT ALL. We had a great time, and I really want to thank Itza for giving me the opportunity to meet them, and also a huge shout out to Oona for taking care of us. The 'Rihanna for River Island' collection can be bought online and in River Island stores. For you people who live in Antwerp. Be sure to check the collection out. You can find the store on the Meir. Right next to the Zara shop. 

Valentijn. Our DJ for the night. 

Strike a pose.

The lunchboxes. YUM

Crazy chickas

Lots of love.

back me up

It would be nice to have the support of the people that know me the best..im not talking bout my man..because he has done everything he can possibly do, to make me happy and get me to where I want..and I love him for that. But my parents..dont back me up..they say they do..but I see it in there eyes..and I hear it in their voice..that they dont really support the real me. I had this small conversation about a tattoo..and it blew up. But thats who I am..they dont see that. I like tattoo's and I would love to shave my friggin head, ..... But they dont agree at all. They think that im a bad person for wanting those things. who does that? A tattoo doesnt define me..a shaved head doesnt define me. I define me. And they should know that. They had this image of me growing up..and thats not who I am. I dont have a succesful career yet..a normal job..I did not go to college..But I know..who I am..and where I wanna be in a couple of years. I wish they did too. Being a dreamer doesnt really give you any garentee..besides pure happiness..doing what you love in the end..I know I can do this. But im not as independent as I would like. So yes..I need a little help from my parents..but they take every chance they get..to remind me of that. They dont support me..they would like to..but they dont understand why I have to do this..why this is so important. They dont believe in me. All of these things that ive done up and till now..were made possible by one person..me. I took a risk..and im proud that I did..But ive been tryin to fit in..my whole life.. Im starting to think that Im not ment to fit in..maybe thats a good thing..maybe not. But why does everything have to be about the money? about doing what everyone wants me to do. What they think is right. Im not normal..Im freaking crazy and I love it. Life sucks at times..and yes I struggle, everyone seems to think that Ive made it somehow? are you for real? do you have any idea how hard this is? not having money to pay your rent every month..spending your last penny, not knowing when you'll get paid again. working hard..and not getting paid for it. Yes ive made it for sure. Another thing... Facebook is a big fake..designed to give the people the need to prove to everyone that their popular..and pretty..and go out all the time and have a blast. Well im done with being fake. Im done with having people tell me what to do. Or how to behave because facebook or everyone else tells me to. My time will come..sometimes I just wish that the most important people in my life would have my back. thats all. needed to get all of that out there. bitch please stop nagging. done.

Lost.

People make mistakes. They screw up. I've had several occasions where I dropped the ball. 5 months ago, I made a risky decision. I quit my parttime job, and started working fulltime as a freelance stylist. Without any form of education, or knowledge..and a good sense of style, and passion for what it is I love doing, I started out.. The day after I immediately got a phone call from the magazine "Flair" ..asking me if I wanted to do the styling for one of their projects. I was so happy,  I called my mom, I got my first job! right after that I got the job with Bobbejaanland, the music video from Jef Neve. So I was optimistic..I had a good pay that month..no troubles at all. But then it got quiet.. I had a few good jobs..but that was it. I was so confident that first month, that I made the right decision..and now I'm just lost. I know what i'm capable of..I just don't know which road to take. Ive always been a dreamer.. and incredibly impatient. That's my biggest struggle. I want it now..I see people doing good, making lots of money, being successful, and I just feel bad ..and wonder why it's not me up there.. I work hard... I really really want this. I would love to work on a music video set.. with an artist...dressing them..working at a production company...combining my love for music and dance with my heart for fashion. But I just don't know how to get there..and I'm really starting to doubt myself. and thats a dangerous trap to fall in. because once you start playing the mindgames..its hard to let go. So I've been considering taking a chance, and going back to school fulltime.. maybe this time around I'll appreciate it more. Its not considered brave talking about ur weakness..or your fails in life..but I think you need those falls, to get more highs. I really don't know what my next move will be.. I really don't. I wish things turned out differently.. but the problem today is.. there s no   seperate term for people who are still figuring out who they really are..I mean, its frowned apon. You're 23 and you don't know what you wanna do with your life? I'm scared of making another bad decision, so that makes me not wanna make any decision at all..so I run away from all my scared thoughts..by just avoiding them, acting like i'm cool, no biggy. But I don't talk about the fact that I don't sleep at night..and suffer from a  stomach ulcer.. I just act cool. I guess what i'm trying to say is.. I feel lost.